Why?

As I sat down, there was one thing that I couldn't help but notice. Everyone has something to do and somewhere to go but not only that, they had someone else.

Why?

Everyone had somebody else but me.

Why?

Sure, I'm asian, but what about that group there? The guys are asian and the girls are white. Or maybe that group over there. Guys are white but girls are asian. Doesn't seem to be it. Maybe this group? Mix of white and asian guys and girls. Hearing them happily chatting away with each other makes my heart cringe.

Why?

I left. I couldn't stand the fact that they were happily talking infront of me without noticing me. Alone.

Why?

I wanted someone to want to come and talk to me. Just talking about me would be fine just give me some attention.

Why?

Why did I want someone to want to talk to me? Maybe I felt lonely. Maybe I felt sad. I don't usually feel sad so it must be because I felt lonely. But it didn't feel like it was loneliness. It felt that something was missing.

Why?

I knew something was missing but why? All my life I've never felt like something was missing. Something that I've felt before but I don't know what. What is this feeling of emptiness?

Why?

Why do I feel hungry?